What turns me on and off?

So I have to be honest and talk about what turns me on and off. First off, I am only attracted to men. I know there are a lot of fantasies out there about transbian sex or lesbian sex, but I am afraid to say that MEN are the only ones that turn me on. And not only that men turn me on, but really masculine dominant men turn me on. I love being a submissive little slut for my man.

i am the epitome of the ultimate feminine cliche transsexual who only likes to be submissive with her partner. I love to please my man and don’t get me wrong I also like to be pleasured orally, but the ultimate pleasure for me is getting my partner to climax or orgasm.

What pleasures me most when I am on the receiving end of oral sex is getting my fat T-girl clitty licked and sucked on gently like you would a genetic girl. I love spreading my legs and having my mans sweet face between and going to town on my love spot with his tongue. I also love getting fucked with a big juicy tongue in my sweet, tight t-girl hole.

While I am writing this I am getting so sexually aroused while this person next to me in the first class cabin is taking a nap. Just talking about getting pleasured down there in my soft spot with my legs up in the air and caressing my giant breasts gets me so hot and bothered.

I wish I can be more of the fantasy girl that most people I encounter look for, a dominant and aggressive (TOP) girl. But I would be lying if I said that’s what tickles my fancy. Nothing turns me off more that seeing a masculine guy bending over in front of me telling me to fuck him like a Nancy.

I love being a dirty, submissive little whore or I can just be your little t-girl secret that you visit once in a while when you feel you need to unload into my tight and wet t-girl hole. I always fantasize about a man just having his way with me and making my tight hole bleed with his giant cock. And then seeing his face as he climaxes with pleasure while breeding my sweet tranny hole.

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Dating and why it’s complicated: The problems of an insatiable slut

So I created this profile on an online dating site temporarily just to pass some time. Let’s be honest.. It is quite entertaining and I find it helpful in boosting my self-esteem by seeing how many guys reply to my profile and message me. Well temporarily boosts my self-esteem because sooner or later, I find all the guys that message me have one common denominator: SEX. Is it because I state on my profile that I am a transsexual? Or is it my main picture exposing my cleavage and looking up at the camera with my “come fuck me” look.

Don’t get me wrong.. I would love to be in a monogamous relationship. But how can I be in a monogamous relationship if all guys want is to have sex? When guys message me, it usually starts with,  “Hello, wow! You are beautiful! I am not gay, but I think you are hot!”

Or “Wow! Good job! You really fooled me! Have you had the surgery yet?”

Based on my experiences with men, the moment that I start opening up about my gender and being a transsexual, the energy towards me changes, the conversation instantly becomes sexual and oozes “let’s get it on!”

This would only be okay if once I did have sex with someone and it was followed with cuddling and laughs. But in most cases guys just want to hit it and quit it followed by a 2am text of, “What’s up, what are you doing?” on a Saturday night.  This gets really old after a while and it gets quite depressing.

I recently met a guy at the gym I go to everyday and we happened to exchange numbers. I opened up to him and said that I am transgender. Immediately he is inviting himself over to my place and I have not even known this guy for  more than two days. Do guys think that just because we were assigned male at birth that we may also think about sex 24 hours a day… think about SEX all the time? Well I know I do.. Maybe not 24 hours, but I think about sex a lot! Of course I did not invite him over, but I was tempted.

I really wish that SEX was a lot more meaningless to me and I can just have major orgies all day with random guys (and I have thought about it), but I am also a human being who longs compassion and affection.  Not only that being a big busty Trans woman complicate my love life, but also being an award winning anal whore.  I guess I can’t turn back time and un-fists my hole now can I? Guess not….

I have been in the adult industry for 3 years now and my last relationship, which was 2 years ago, resulted in my boyfriend at the time stealing all my LV purses. I am not going to go into detail, but I just want to find a good man. A good man, with a job, who is a dominant top with a big cock, tall, funny, smart, empathetic, and not a Tranny Chaser.

OKAY…..

Maybe my standards are really high, but why shouldn’t it be?

Photo on 4-27-14 at 5_Fotor

Photo on 4-27-14 at 51_Fotor

 

Easter in Prague

Happy Easter everyone! It’s about ! am here in the Czech Republic and I am just about to pack all my stuff to get ready for my flight, but I decided to write a little bit about my trip. This trip has been really wonderful as I have never been to Prague  during a holiday. Obviously it is Easter and there was a festival going on for a whole week in Old town Praha. The festival was filled with people from all over the world and lots of great food and little trinkets to enjoy.

During my stay I did a lot of walking around and just people watching. I find this more enlightening than anything else cause I really get to watch people interact. I can also be in the moment while I just walk around, check out the little shops and food stands at the festival, check out cafes and have an espresso with some freshly baked pastries while I listen to the live music and entertainment. I have practically seen all the sights that Prague has to offer so relaxing while giving my palate orgasms with the different variety of goods during the festivities.

During this trip I really took some time to think whether I should get a little apartment in Prague. Since I frequent this magical place quite often for business, I might as well make this my second home. Don’t get me wrong I love the United States and my home in Summerlin, Las Vegas, NV.  But it would be quite a treat to call the Czech Republic as my second home. Well it pretty much is that I come here every month. Well I hope you guys like the pictures that I took form the festival! Enjoy!

 

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EXXXOTICA ATLANTIC CITY

Well guys here I am recollecting what has happened over the weekend in Atlantic City, NJ. I am sitting in PHL airport thinking to myself how blessed I am to be able to make a career out of porn. While I am typing this, my asshole is also throbbing from a hardcore pounding from Moster Cock Ramon yesterday afternoon. I shot a scene for a new series that Trans500 will be coming out with real soon, I can’t really go much into detail but it is something to really look forward to and I know it will be a big hit!  It features the IKillitts.com idea where Ramon just really pounds the living soul out of a girls bum and really focuses on Ramon’s silly, funny and rambunctious character. I feel really ashamed for Ramon told me after the scene that he has never met a girl with an asshole as loose as mine (although he said it in a flattering way), I really am not that loose. I just happen to know how to really open up the doors to my secret cave.(haha) What can I say? I have an award winning asshole.

 

So the weekend was very productive, I spent two days at the actual Exxxotica event promoting TSDREAMDATES.COM and Trans500.com. I practically almost sold all my dvd’s. My fans were super supportive and I never realized I have so many fans of different ages and gender. What surprised me most was that I had more female fans than male fans. This was really flattering and awesome at the same time. Or it may just be the fact that most women are more open and accepting of what they like sexually and really DGAF.

During the event I was able to meet some of my idols and icons in the industry. I met Tera Patrick through my best friend who is also in the industry and she was so friendly and cool. Tera is one of my idols since I was a teenager, I remember thinking I want to be just like her and be as glamorous as she is. I also met Nina Hartley who is truly legendary in the industry and Evan Stone who I used to jerk off to as a teenager. (LOL) It was really weird because here I am standing next to a guy I used to watch and masturbate to as a teenager.

One of the highlights of my trip was not only being able to meet some of my amazing fans but also being picked by my fans to be the winner of the Fanny’s “TS I Love U’ award at the fanny’s award event. I was so surprised I won and didn’t think so many people would actually vote for me. I am really thankful that I have such loving and supportive fans. I promise I will keep shoving huge things in my butt for your enjoyment.

 

This trip was really a blessing and there will be more to come this year. I will continue to work hard in this industry and continue to be grateful.

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My heart is still in San Francisco

Good Morning everyone! About three years ago was when I first got into the adult industry and many of you wonder what I did before then.  I was living in San Francisco at that time in a small little studio in Union Square, taking up yoga and being just a normal young, free-spirited transgender woman trying to find herself in life.

Living in San Francisco has always been a goal of mine ever since I visited the city on my own for the first time when I was 16 years old . I was really amazed at how cool and different people were. I remember visiting fisherman’s wharf and seeing all the different people and things. So I ended up moving to San Francisco at the age of 21 and started working  as a bartender at a place called DIVAS which is a Transsexual Nightclub in the dark and grimy Tenderloin District of the city.

It didn’t occur to me that The Tenderloin was a dangerous place and all I knew at the time was this is the place where I belong. The Tenderloin was filled with crackheads, hipsters, and transsexual prostitutes on every corner.

I first started working at Divas as an exotic dancer every Wednesday and Thursday which hosted school girl nights on Wednesdays and DIVAS Darlings nights on Thursdays.  I remember shaking my ass and owning that stage like no other (or at least I thought I did haha). But I then got promoted to be a host and after a year was promoted as a bartender.

Being a bartender was fun and I got to meet so many people from all over the world. But what I loved more was the community that I became a part of working at the bar. I could really sense that there was love from all my brothers and sisters. There were also some cattiness, but I really felt people cared about me when no one else did. The bar was my second family, but at that time it was my first.

From time to time, when I am visiting San Francisco, I like to stop by at Divas and check in with my roots. I never want to forget where I was at one point in my life, that young girl who is still inside of me dreaming big and reaching for the stars. I value that bar and the community that it brings together.  It’s a place where young women like myself can feel safe and accepted. A place where people don’t have to be ashamed of who they are or what their sexual endeavors may be. So If you are ever in San Francisco, CA make sure you stop by DIVAS NIGHTCLUB on the corner of Polk St. and Post St. Have a drink and let it all sink in. =)

 

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Pre-Boob Job =)

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My Friends

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Can You believe this was me? Gay Pride Parade 2010. I used to volunteer for a non-profit as a peer leader for Asian Pacific Islander Wellness Center(API)

Such a great place

The Fannys

Hello everyone and good morning. As I am getting ready for my run I decided to write about another upcoming award, The Fannys 2014. Yes! This award is entirely up to you guys and is in your hands (vote for me here). It will take place on 4.12.2014 at the EXXXOTICA event in Atlantic City, NJ Taj Mahal hotel which I will be attending April 11th until April 13th. Now, not to toot my own horn or anything but if there was a horn I would probably shove it up my ass for your enjoyment. There I said it so you better vote for me because you know my ass will swallow you if you don’t! Love you!!!!

 

http://thefannys.com/nominee/category/transgender-star-of-the-year/

 

 

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BLOG UPDATE!

Hello everyone and welcome to my new blog! I feel happy that I am able to create my own blog space with my own domain, to be able to talk about my life, relationships and career. I apologize that I haven’t written on my previous blog for quite some time since I have had some really tough decisions I had to make in my business ventures. So that has taken me back a bit and kept me really busy.

I want to talk about what I have been up to as of lately. In a nut shell, I have been signed into an exclusive contract with TRANS500.com and we have been working non-stop on some really cool projects to come. One of which is TSDREAMDATES.com where you guys can sign up and win a date with me! I am really excited about this and the date will take place in June. You will just have to take care of the plane ticket to Miami, FL and my studio will take care of the rest. We will go out to a nice dinner and enjoy each others company for a night filled with laughs and intimate conversations.  You even have a chance to opt in to do a scene with me (in consideration that you will be able to preform).*smiles*

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I have also worked on a solo scene for TRANSATPLAY.com which was released yesterday. The scene is one of my best solos scenes I have ever done. I was really planning on shooting a hardcore scene with another T-girl that day , but due to “technical” difficulties I ended up just shooting a solo set which was awesome. I ended up really tearing another hole into my ass-pussy and at one point, I even shoved 2 toys in my butt. HA! They don’t call it an award winning asshole for no reason =p. (sorry Asa you are not the only one)

 

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I have been busy in my new home in Las Vegas, NV. I have been working a ton from home doing my web cam  modeling everyday. Everyday, unless of course I am shooting or traveling, I am on cam on SHEMALE.COM from 2pm PST until 6 pm PST. I am also blogging and writing an article for the next three months on the shemale.com magazine so don’t forget to check it out!

As you can see I have been super busy with my career and this year has really been awesome for me. I am so thankful for all of you and all of your support! I love all of you guys and make sure to sign up on TSDREAMDATES.com